and they said "speak now"
Y sé que el único corazón que estoy rompiendo es el mío, por dejar la cama más cálida que alguna vez he conocido.
Taylor Swift.
I MISS YOUR TAN skin YOUR SWEET smile SO GOOD to me SO RIGHT aNd ₕₒ𝓌 yOU HELD me in ᵧₒᵤᵣ ARMS-THAT-SEPT-EM-BER NIGHT (the FIRST time YOU evₑᵣ sAw ₘₑ CRY.) 🎹🎹🎹 MAYBE this is WISHFUL thINk-in’ 🎹🎹🎹 PROBably MINDless dream-in’ but if we ᴸᴼⱽᴱᴰ again I swear I’d ˡᵒᵛᵉ you ᵣᵢ𝓰ₕₜ…… I’d go back in time and change it….but I can’t……so if the chain is on your door…I ᵤᵤᵤᵤᵤₙ𝒹ₑᵣstand….
13 GOING ON 30 (2004) dir. Gary WinickDo you know what kind of a person I am now? I mean, d’you know who I am right now? I… I don’t have any real friends. I… I did something bad with a married guy. I don’t talk to my mom and dad. I’m not a nice person. And the thing is… I’m not 13 anymore.
idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it